3:18PM - Thursday September 25, 2003
All Drugged Up
Hi, I've had a muffin and two cups of coffee and I'm way over the rainbow on Robaxecet and Tylenol 3's. I hope to god I'm entertaining because I feel really really loopy.

So, I hurt my back in the pottery studio yesterday, in a new and interesting way than before. I picked up a board full of pots I'd thrown and felt something spasm, and last night I was in a lot of pain, but man, I'm not in any now. Oh no. I'm not very coherent, am I? Shit.

I have to teach three dance classes tonight--it's too late to cancel, and I need the money anyway. I have to somehow find a happy medium between drugs and being functional. Right now my back feels fine, but I don't think I can keep one ordered thought in my head. I can't teach like this, and I can't teach if my back is hurting me. Christ on a crutch, sometimes my life sucks.

I've got a doctor's appointment next Wednesday to have him look at my finger because I think it's broken. He told me it wasn't 6 weeks ago, but it hasn't gotten any better. I still can't bend it or grip anything without a lot of pain. It's really amazing how much you atually use your pinky for. I can't open jars or beer bottles, I keep accidentally hitting it and then wanting to cry.

I bet my eyes look really glazed over right now.

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