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11:29AM - Thursday April 1, 2004 I'm running on empty--last night I crashed and slept for ten hours solid, and it was fabulous. I was so exhausted last night I couldn't even think, couldn't make a decision for the life of me. And yet I kept feeling compelled to do my sewing homework--it was hard to resist the pull of my sewing machine. I had to go over to Butch's to get away from the siren call of my Pfaff. I can only imagine the frustration and tears and mistakes I would have made had I attempted to work on my projects last night. Sometimes you have to know when to leave well enough alone. Unfortunately today I'm having a lot of trouble getting motivated to work. My body got the rest it needed, but my mind is still exhausted. My school future is a little up in the air due to my fucked-up student loan, and I've been avoiding dealing with it, which is just retarded. But typical and a little self-destructive, I'm afraid. Fuck, I hate dealing with my mistakes. Ah well, Kryptonite is coming to visit this weekend, and I'm really looking forward to seeing him. His neck smells REALLY REALLY good. I don't know why. He makes me feel happy. This is a good thing. I'm taking him to the Burlesque show on Saturday night--aren't I a nice girl, taking her guy to see lots of boobies? I rock. Anyway, this show has a pirate theme, and we like the pirates, yes we do, precious. Yarr.
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