8:30PM - Monday March 28, 2005
Queen Cunt
So, I was a big hormonal hoesbeast for part of the weekend, exaccerbated by the incredibly annoying and incredibly PRESENT roommate. I woke up angry on Friday, completely rage-filled, and quite a lot of it was directed at Kryptonite. Know why? Because he didn't tell me Thursday night when he was coming up on Friday. As a PMSing Taurus, that pushed ALL my buttons. I felt completely taken for granted, I didn't know how to plan my day so I could be home to get his call that he was coming or whatever. So, I go to school and spin all morning, growling and on the verge of tears, having imaginary aarguments with him in my head. I head home at 2:30 in a slightly better mood. (Who can be angry after spinning? Not me.) Five minutes after I get home, he calls and asks me when I want him to come up. I bite back the rage and tell him "Oh whenever." Then he said, "How about now? I'm here."

The dude snagged the company car and drove up to surprise me instead of taking the bus.

How many kinds of dumbass did I feel? Eleventy-million. And I confessed my rage, too.

Gah.

Anyway, Lots of sex, food and quality TV and movie watching were done--one more episode of Carnivale, and we watched the whole Farscape: The Peacekeeper Wars mini-series on Space. He was dubious, but it mostly rocked. Of course, Butch picked this weekend to be a total Queen Cunt (tm !) as did my stupid ass roommate. This resulted in me being on the verge of tears and completely cranky every time I set foot in my own damn apartment. Don't worry, now that I have my equilibrium back, I'm getting my licks in. Now I'M the Queen Cunt! Bwahahahahah!

I'm just a bit sorry that Kryptonite had to experience the PMS-me in full crazy mode--I still feel like his visits are special, and I hate having stuff ruin them. If we lived closer, or together, we would be past all that now, but we don't, so we aren't. But the visit wasn't ruined, though I had to apologize for an incident that was completely my hormone's fault. Little fuckers. Last time I'm apologizing for you assholes, I swear!

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